My top five things that I am always thinking about are my puppy Dusty, my best friend, my family, colleges, and renting houses in Las Vegas. All five of these things make my life some what entertaining. Without them I think I would be depressed. So here is a few reasons why I am always thinking of these 5 things.
First, is my "baby" I treat my tan and black stripped toy chihuahua, Dusty like a human. He goes everywhere with me, literally. Dusty sleeps with me in my bed, wakes up with me in my bed goes to the bathroom with me or sits outside the door. Dusty follows my every move. We're inseparable, when people come around he is super friendly but if I leave the room he leaves and follows right behind. He is my life completely. I love him more than the internet and I LOVE the internet, I stopped watching because I find the internet more entertaining. Dusty for the next 20 years will be my pride and joy. My love for dusty is infinite.
Second, would be my best friend Alexis. Alexis and I are conveniently alike. We have similar tastes in music, pretty much same fashion taste, and have the same humor styles. Its really awesome to have a friend you can rely on 100% percent. No matter what time of day I can call Alexis for anything and same goes for me. I am really thankful to have a friend who truly cares about me. Although we do have our disagreements she is my "ride or die homie. I trust Alexis with my life.
Third would be my family, my family is very important to me. Without them I don't know where and who I would be today. They are the people who molded me into the girl I present today. They have both destroyed and saved me with my past experiences. I am glad though, because you have to go through good and bad to become yourself. I am a firm believer that every happens for a reason, so I know it was meant to happen and I am meant to be the person I am today. In the future I will keep changing depending on what I go through. Thankfully I have my family to keep guiding me into the right path.
Colleges are hands down the most thing I think about. Doesn't matter where I am at I am constantly thinking about how I'm going to be able to find the right college for me. What if I don't find the right college for me. What if I settle anyways. Is this what I want to do for the rest of my life. Will I end up making enough money. Well I know I wanna go into cosmetology but do I wanna do prosthetic make up too? Does the college I want have the courses I need. College is constantly on my mind everywhere I go. It is the most difficult thing to find when you're not familiar with colleges at all and you have to find one on your own.
Lastly, renting a house in Las Vegas. The most frustrating thing to do at the moment. To find a nice affordable house 3 bedrooms, 3 baths, air condition, trying to get a pool, pet allowance for 1 cat and 2 small dogs. Close to colleges for all 3 of us and make sure we aren't going to get evicted because only 1 of us has a job. Plus on top of that family members are trying to get a free place to stay so they can come "visit" when they just want a place to stay while they gamble. Its really hard to say no but at the same time I'm going to have roommates to think about and a job so I wont be there and being a full time college student. How do you tell family members no? While trying to find stability in the first place. In a way I'm glad where I want to go to school is cheaper but at times it can get really over whelming. Vegas is where I want to live and no matter what I will graduate and I will get there.
All in all this what is constantly on my mind. Some good some bad. As much as I get worked up sometimes and overwhelmed its worth it. In the end this is what my goal is and i will do anything to get me there.
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